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Erm Hello Again

Okay, so since the last time I wrote here, I have realised something about myself. It's bloody obvious when I look back, to be honest. I'm Neurodivergent. I thrive off Dopamine. I get overwhelmed very quickly, and once something doesn't hold my focus, we can kiss goodbye to me engaging. This is the same reason I
woman sitting cross legged with laptop on her lap and a cup of coffee in her right hand
can't ever stick to a skincare routine - Good props to me still doing the daytime one, though; nighttime is another matter altogether. Since I realised this and other people affirming my thoughts around this, I know the reason why I am successful in life is because of the systems I have in place. I'm now at a point where I am intentionally working with the wiring of my brain rather than beating myself up. So what does this mean for this space? I'm going to write as much as I can. I have missed having a space to write for myself. What can you expect? I know over the last few years, this blog has focused on my chronic illnesses - because it was consuming my life at the time. They still exist. I'm just in a better place (for now). I will be mainly writing lifestyle content (back to my roots!) This means you can expect, Health, Gardening, Books, Film & family stuff. 

 Hope you'll stick around!

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