Poem: The Hamster Wheel

I've been on a hamster wheel lately.

One foot in front of the other is the only way to be.

Stop & smell the flowers is the advice I'm given,

can't you see? I'm trying, I'm trying. There are boxes to be chequed, i 's to be dotted, T's to be crossed.

Who's going to do it if it ain't me!?

Live simply

Live happily

I repeat to myself,

The melodrama & the rhythmic chanting takes over

"Live simply

Live happily "

Can't you see?

I'm trying, I'm trying

Let me off, I want to get off.

I'm not a hamster, I don't need the wheel. These two feet will take me as far as I want to go.

I don't live simply - though I try..

but I certainly live happily.

Happily,

putting one feet in front of the other.

Breathe. Stop. Think

REPEAT.

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